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An Ugly Topic There are some things that are sweet to write about, such as love, or chocolate, lol. I really love chocolate. But there are other topics, such as deppression, that are really ugly to talk about. I was depressed for years of my life for lots of reasons. Hardly anyone knew, people just thought that my shyness and withdrawn behaviour was just who I was. Even I had come to accept that this was just me and I would have to live with it. But what they didn't understand was the pain that was inside of me. Waking up everyday to things in my mind that I would dream of forgetting. I used to sit and daydream about being a completely different person. I looked around me at confident people, happy people and I envied them and a part of me even hated them. Why were they so happy? Life was miserable to me and on the outside I was called crazy, because I did stupid things at school, silly little things such as talking to my pen or singing crazy songs, and eveyone was fooled int...